What would you do if you were me?

I currently live in the city with my parents. All my relatives live in the countryside. Im going to college this year, and I dont know whether to go in the country or city. I think I'd be happier in the country. The thing is my parents will actually think I'm crazy if I move down, but I really want to. I cant even bring myself to say it to them. They dont know how much I hate living in a city. I dont know what to do :(