I am so so sad and lonely?

I am so sad. I cry for hours and have noone to tell about it. My boyfriend really doesnt like me. He works all day then when he come home he goes outside to be around his neighbors then he comes in and goes to sleep. To get up and do it all over again. On his off days he stay outside with his friends then comes in for naps then goes back outside. I feel so alone and lonely that I cry most of all the time. He gets so mad at me when i am crying and he just goes away. I feel so lonely. So does anyone know of any hotline i could call just so I could talk to someone. I dont talk or see any of my family because with the economy being how it is they cant afford to come to me and i dont have a vehicle. I am also 19 weeks pregnant.